Sunday, July 01, 2007
twice in a day. gimme a break!
this seems to be a repetition of wad happened in the past. and wad i dreaded most. it almost seems as if, its the only thing tt could happen. not anything else but this. is there no other way around? its getting me so disturbed, im near giving up. nothing seems worth my wait anymore. all tt ive worked for, they've gone down the drain. if not yet, they'll soon be.
i hope im thinking too much, again. my nuerons nv fail to overwork.
anyhow, celebrated dopey's bday on thurs. it was a fun-filled day indeed :)
we're left with, say.. 6wks of sch? if time could stand still, i would hope for it to happen now. ive yet to think abt my days aft graduation. who do i seek to uncover my inspiration? ive been yearning for it since the day i lost it, but it nv came back. i dont know if im cut out for it anymore. we always go, anything but a nurse. however, im quite sure for me, at the end of the day, u'd still see me in tt uniform. of cos, if i were to fail prcp, u wouldnt.
im losing my toned self. ok, not tt i was toned to start with. but! my point is, im getting huge. laziness has settled in so deep, its hard getting rid of it. its difficult making time to do things i love.
ive been doing smth i aint too proud of lately. i shld really stop. it isnt exactly working anw. why the trouble to when i aint getting wad i wan rite? so, tt was my last. hopefully!
shoots, ive been here for ages. anything else i wanted to state has left its somewhat small space.
all for nothing.
took a picture / 2:00 AM
