Thursday, May 03, 2007
who am i, was the qns posed on oprah today. i asked myself tt, n found tt i couldnt answer tt qns too. who am i.. how do i even start? its bits n pieces everywhere, ive no idea how to piece them together to make a whole. in fact, it has nv been whole, im still losing n gaining as i live through my course of life. my pieces, some would stay n some would or have alr changed.
i used to think in the past tt changing was a bad thing. changing would mean ive become less of a better person than i was. changing would mean, my frens wouldnt like me anymore, and they'll mix less with me. wad kinda tots huh. yes, i tot tt much. still am but probably in a different way compared to before. and right now, im trying to accept certain changes of others. i nv seemed to knew tt of them before, or it probably just grew out of time. this is smth i shld start learning, to hav an open heart n accept one for who they r. looking at their good factors instead of the bad ones, but funny as it is, i notice the bad ones way before the good. tt needs changing.
ive been quite a meanie of late. being rather bias towards certain situations. shoots =S a change again.
i indulge in food when im stessed.
took a picture / 5:15 PM
