Tuesday, May 29, 2007
blurred vision for a wk. i dont know how im gonna handle tt. not being able to see clearly for just a day is torturous enough.
visited the doctor this evening, diagnosis:: conjunctivitis. treatment:: anti histamine eye drops, 2drops/4hrly. causative factor:: unknown [investigation starts 29/5/07, isolation of lenses, cleansing solution, pillow, invisible soft toy].
im rubbing my eyes so much n hard, i cant help to think i might loose my vision.
lunched at botakjones'. despite the fact tt i felt like puking aft tt, it was good. any sight, smell or talk abt food caused my stomach to turn. psychological? maybe. i'd try fish n chips the next time.
i really am envious of my frens whom r close to their moms. sad to say, i dont fall under tt 'category'. on any occasion where we're alone, we really just keep quiet. silence's the word. i try hard to talk abt smth, to break the silence, but all i get is just mmms, lectures OR she'd start my covering up for my brothers' so called mischiefs. come to think of it, we nv had a decent conversation w/o either of our voices going up a notch. saddens me quite a bit, however, i'd work on it :)
this bucket has holes.
took a picture / 12:25 AM
