my family's chaos once again. nah.. it nv died down. nv did.. tho i always hope it would. my parents. wad can i say. i really dont know. too much to say nth's coming out. cant be bias at the same time. i try not to be.. but really sometimes, its too much. if only i could speak w/o having tt fear of breaking this whole family up. we need some counselling. badly. from day one.. im quite sure we nv had a day of peace. my heart's palpitating this moment. shld i just stay back n do nth? tts really hard.. i try my best to put a halt to it. but in fact, ive been making it worst. im sorry.. really am. i tot i could help. now, ive learnt, to be tt child who shld just sit back, stay quiet and leave the adult issues alone. close my eyes n pretend nth's wrong. i always tot.. other's family issues might actually be worst than mine. however, lately, its gone worst. ultimate i would say. maybe.. they shld just go file for a divorce. this way.. no more quarrels, no more fights. peace isnt it?

if only i could runaway. but it wouldnt solve any problem would it.

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