Thursday, May 11, 2006
tension day.mad mood swings day.hav much to say but there's has been laziness running thru me the whole of today, i dun quite wanna put them down to words rite now. just remain in my overflding mind i guess.its getting really ugly. no idea wad'll actually happen the next sch day. not a clue. its bad. nv tot it'd ever come to this but this is life isnt it.sigh. seems like forever since i met up with anyone. hav a sudder craving for kimchi noodles rite now.shoots. tummy's big enough already n still expanding.sigh when m i ever gonna attain my ideal self.NEVER.cos im always failing in everything i set out to do.includes sch stuff.just causes me to lose all my brain cells.i think im plain stupid.dun seem to understand anything at all.it all seems too hard to decipher.its just me.smth blocked in there.or maybe nth's blcked at all.sigh.off to angelyn's hse tmr i think.ok.. shall cut down on my words.only makes me seems really long winded.shit la. im really craving for the noodles la.arrgh. those fats are acumulating.like mad accumulating.SIGH.no one seems to understand.nth at all.u lifted me up
took a picture / 11:42 PM
