Sunday, April 23, 2006
*note.
entry with vulgarities.
*skip it if u wan
*read it if u wan
*wadeva
arrgh.
hate this fucking life.
think im some smart ass or smth.
i PREDICT.
fucking shit.
always like tt.
its inevitable.
fucking bros with fucking probs.
ok.. one bro.
like wtf did i do to deserve all this?
NOTHING.
i do not deserve all this constant irritation tt nv seems to end.
really wanna end it all sometimes.
death.
haha maybe huh.
but stupid to end it cos of some stupid bro huh?
well.. run away?
or maybe kill them?
ya.. all MAYBEs.
m i meant to lead this kinda life?
it may be freaking smooth the whole day.
but in someway or another.
something just seems to happen n spoils it all.
the reason why my heart beats faster whenever we're out together.
its always like tt.
its like some karma.
curse?
is there a way to break it?
nah.
think im goona die cos of this instead of some depression.
but i do fall into some kinda depression when stuffs like this happens sometimes.
so.. wadeva it is.
whichever way.
i'll die early.
i know it.
think they need some sense to be knocked into them.
problematic.
conscience.
really wonder if they even hav it in them.
which i strongly doubt so at this point of time.
overboard.
way overboard.
wonder sometimes if im the only one who is able tt take all this.
tolerance lvl.
haha rather high i would say.
TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.
they be so nice at times but then, next thing u know.
they turn into fucking creatures.
like u wanna use a hammer to hit them on the head kind.
ok. im not goin on anymore.
once more. sorry for the vulgarities.
took a picture / 12:40 AM
