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Sunday, March 12, 2006

yayness. sec wk of att is over n now we're left with the 3rd n last wk! 5 more days n we're free. hols. yayness =D the pass wk is hosp has been rather tiring. the change of team, looking aft diff pts. but the journey of caring n getting to know them has been great. tho i must say, rather stressful too. there's this pt, really young. met into an accident n now he has brain damage. really pitiful. but he's recovering fast. just hope a miracle will happen n he'll be back to his usual normal state. oh yes, not to forget, there's this pt who's really funny. haha ok.. not funny funny but funny. get me? if u dun.. nvm. haha he slps the whole day. just keeps slping. even when we wake him up to feed him. his eyes are close too. haha hafta tell him.. 'pacik! buka mata.' only then will he open he eyes, n they are really BIG. but.......... not tt im mean. but he's breath stinks! wahaha.

sigh. results' coming out on wed or so. im so afraid! ahhh! i really dun wanna fail any of the papers at all but i know im gonna fail at least one paper. shoots.. how how how. can only hope n pray. but its kinda late to do all this praying anymore huh. the papers were way over a long time ago. n r of cos marked already. wad we can only do is hope we were lucky enough to pass those papers. cos our results r not in the hands of the msg we r gonna recieve on wed. ahhh! i dun wanna read any of my msges on wed. like seriously. not ready at all. wad if i fail. den i would needa take the supp paper. sigh. i really dun wan tt. a F is really depressing. ='(

aft church today. we went for breakfast at amk. aft which i went for my 'massaging'. or rather, i went to consult a chinese physician which i hav wanted to do so a really long time ago. whao.. when the physician was 'feeling' my pulse. she was saying stuff tt were like really true!! main thing was tt she said" ni de xing qing hen fan zao" smth liddat la. haha she hit it on the spot! haha my mum didnt quite get tt, or she didnt really know tt. so she was like " oh. she ma." (pardon my hanyupinying) aft feeling my pulse n saying this n tt. she den rubbed my lower torso. omg.. it was sooooooooo pain! i was dying there! couldnt really cry out long as its kinda embarrassing so i could only 'shout' out soft cries. oh my.. it was intense pain. my butt is still sore from the 'spanking'! *ouch*

went out with joyce ytd. supposed to watch nanny mcfee but tix were sold out so we had dinner at pasta mania. talked n talked. walked ard for awhile. settled in coffe bean for a drink as i was kinda lazt to walk ard. just anted to drink pure choc. yup, so we sat n talked n talked again. till its was 9plus. haha oh yes.. joyce:: i went to myspace already. haha he's ok la. face kinda sharp huh. n pls update ur blog! its like stagnant already la! =D

everyone concerned with the ahem thingy.
sigh, its really hard to speak to all of u here u know.
cos i cant be open abt it at all.
anws!
if ya all are smart enough to know wad im talking abt.
do tell me 'yes' or 'no'.
(tho i think all of u hav said yes)
but just to reconfirm everything cos we're gonna do the arrangements this fri.
sigh. maybe we shld just talk abt it online!
ok.. details first.
$180 max.
off on 28th. (if im not wrong)
*do not tell me on the tagboard*

i haven seen u guys in ages!!
miss all of u loads! :) lets meet up aft our att ya!
choc buffet?!
ok?!
;)
mommy.
dopey daph.
woofie.
jan.
cheng.
pisces. ( wahaha. i last saw u on fri but i still miss u!)

been having lotsa dreams lately.
90%- boring, stupid, scary.
10%-OK LA.
this is how boring my life is.
it has been rather dull lately.
ok, maybe not tt dull but its dull.
doesnt make sense?
well, know me better n u'll understand n get use to it.
but for the time being, like wad i told jingjing.
ANALYSE it n u'll understand.
but of cos, if u've got limited amt of nuerons.
dun bother analysing.
cos its takes a rather large amt of nuerons to be able to understand it.
(ok.. i know im bullshitting. but just read on.)
life is really really getting sian.
need smth to spike it up.
or maybe its just me huh.
the works of my ever so wonderful mind which thinks abt every single thing.
its the lent season.
ok, the 7th wk of lent n i've only just tot of wad i would so called sacrifice.
this time, i wun be sacrificing.
i would be working towards my goal.
a goal i hav setsince god knows when which hasnt been attained YET.
but im goin to this time.
or at least i HOPE.
n im gonna do it w/o harming myself in any way.
do it healthly.
yes. i will.
n i'll let ya all know when i've attained it.

it nv turns out the way u wan it to be*

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