Thursday, February 16, 2006
sigh.a word im using to start this entry.a word i've been using so often lately.sigh.im sighing for everything. yes, everything. why everything? well.. i guess tts cos i've miraculously found some factor in these things to sigh abt. weird isnt? how someone can actually find anything in everything to be upset abt? guess its hard to understand. but i do. sigh. abt wad? exams!! =O im goin bonkers. everyone is. the papers are in day? n im right here typing away. but i've got a fairly valid reason. tts cos im here to do work! study! practise my 29 dosage calculations. im goin bonkers with every qns i take on. but tks to ever so nice chewie, im saved. tks mommy! i owe u! loads actually! bioscience, oh my, there's sooo much my brain's gonna burst. its like everlasting. nv gonna end. i finally looked at the exam papers just now. sigh. my heart sank when i saw it. its crazy. i was thinking at first tt i might be able to pass a few of those papers, but when i saw it, i doubt so anymore. one eg would be 32, i hate 32. medical sociology. argh. the qns were foreign to me. FOREIGN. sigh. alrite.. enough abt exams. just hoping i would be able to pass them all. GPA. wahaha. forget it. next time maybe. GOOD LUCK everyone!!! =Dcant wait for the papers to be over! =D aft the last paper we'll be goin to hav dinner at akashi. (jap restaurant=daph's fav) its gonna be ex. but nvm.. we shall pamper ourselves aft such a hard week of exams n period of intense studying. ;) b'days r coming up too! cyn.w's, shanel's n glady's. pressies.. love them. whether mine or not, they r really special. sigh. mine's a long way to go. but i shall be patient. dun wanna grow old too fast or i'll just regret. really dreading the day when we graduate. tts the time the society calls out to us for service. tts the time we r no longer students but workers of the goverment. boohoohoo!! ='( oh yes! back to back b'days. shanel's gonna pierce her belly. haha n we r all gonna accompany to 'support' her. haha we r actually there to watch how they do it! eww.. its gonna be painful n gross. haha shanel:: good luck ya! i wonder.... nvm. thinking too much again. but sometimes when u think.. it might be really wad it is. u'll nv know i guess. i mean.. i'll nv know. cos confrontation is nv my choice of way to solve these 'problems'. sigh. learnt smth ytd. from dear mommy again. two words. 'let go'. i will try. i promise i will. guess its really not worthwhile thinking n brooding too much over things tt arent big a matter at all. be optimistic!! sigh.a word i'll be using less in the future.
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