Sunday, January 15, 2006
what a day ytd. went out to get clothes for cny. however, it was not very fufilling! did get wad i intended to get. tho i didnt have anything in my mind to get. haha makes np sense right.. well, u see, i wanna get at least two sets but i went home with only one n a half. sigh.. sadness. didnt get any accessories too. while tt stupid shanel bought mostly accesoories. see.. it was not a fulfilling day at all. well, will be goin out on next sat n sun again. sat, to trim my hair n look for those last min clothes. n sun will be with joyce for last min stuff too.i wanna watch 'in her shoes'!!CNY. hoping it will be better than last yr.last yr wasnt really good.didnt see the ppl i would have seen.so im hoping these yr will be back to normal.BE THERE!!! oh yes. i had a dream. shanel:: u might be laughing ur ass off when u read this. haha i dreamt of my dad n i in a CAR CRASH. BUT we didnt die! cos i saved the both of us! see, im such a hero! wahaha bullshit. however, this dream made me think. its actually quite scary to die in a car crash. actually being burnt by those big blazing fires. oh, in case ur lost. it was not a car crash where by we were knocked down by a car. we were in a car n we crashed. yup.haha but anyway, its just a dream. i shdlnt alk abt it too much. wasting time.im sick. guess its from the cold temp of the ward during attachment. the changing of the surrounding temp when we were in the ward to goin down to the canteen for meals. flu, cough, wadeva. im sick. its worse today. but i dun wanna go to the doc! i hate the doc!OR this flu might be from the taking of hypocount! ='( sigh.. its even worse if it is. i think i'll fall into depression if its true. well, one step at a time. dun think too much or my hair loss will get worse.i hate being at home.or rather i dread coming home.its nv a good thing.alrites, im gonna go pack my room again.
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