Monday, January 23, 2006
today's the first of sch aft our'break'! so glad to see everyone! =D it was 4hrs straight of lessons b4 we ended sch. n i dint get to see brazee! chewie shanel n i went out aft tt. to bugis. im so tired! finally bought my top, n i bought lip gloss too. chewie was having a hard time looking for her ideal lip gloss, so she dint any in the end. still deciding. shanel.. dint get to find her ideal necklace too! but she's in town with her mum rite now so she might be lucky n just find it there! haha good luck anw!
oh!!! =D chewie brought our birks today! wheeheehee! finally recieved it! =D tks mommy! tho i dint get the polar n english garden black,
the purple is fine! ;)
anw.. im supposed o find shoes too rite! wedges.. sigh. i doubt i'll ever find it. but i saw a pair of FLATS tho. (shanel:: note tt im using the word FLATS now instead PUMPS) however, its like $59.90. but i wanna get it! how?!
i dun wanna go to sch tmr too!! =[ 1pm to 6pm. sigh.. such a stupid time. go or not to go?went out with joyce ytd. she was freaking late! went to harbour front to find her shoes. we failed. haha i understand wad she means by 'i hate it when i need to shop for shoes' now. poorthing! =D we headed to town soon aft, walked ard n took neo-prints. haha the backgrounds r really funny. i bought stupid stuff. totally unrelated to cny. met shanel aft tt. walked back to heeren to find her gold flats. failed. i bought my bracelet tho. talking abt it just makes me pissed. im sooooo... arrgh! stupidity.my feet has suffered alot from the past few days! its time it took some rest! another worry just popped out in my mind. wad if i get DVT?! =O*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
sigh.
everyone is moving on.
i m. but some r at a faster rate. a rate i doubt i can acutally keep up with.
expectations. i cant meet.
empty promises. how stupid have i been.
pulled from all poles. i dunno which to go to first.
lousy weakness i have. thinking too much. therefore causing misery. which might just lead to depression oneday.
worrying over the slightest things. its redundant. but if i miss them, i might just cause some misunderstanding which will inturn cause me more misery. but sometimes, its just me. my overly complicated mind reading too much into things , jumping to assumptions but infact wad really is the problem isnt anywhere near wad i assumed.
all this. all this worrying. will just lead me into death.
insignificance.
maybe u nv tot it was impt.
understanding.
i'll try to understand but can u do so too?
silence. tts wad i hav chose to do.
took a picture / 5:45 PM
