Sunday, December 18, 2005
wheehee! holidays has started! its now 2am n im blogging. but tts cause i was suppose to do it like a few hr ago! but den, tt stupid totally-in-love with
IVAN,
BR n
CUP angelyn called! asshole la u! make me lose slp. tmr i cannot wake up meet u den u know! haha haha im so sure ur gonna have lotsa trouble packing tmr! good luck man!
to all those who's goin for the student camp thingy tmr:::
HAVE FUN!! =Dim done with my christmas cards! well.. ALMOST! =D my neck was aching when i woke up this morning! *ouch!* my room's in a total mess! arrgh! im sooooo lazy to tidy it! so.. i shall leave it! yes, tt solves all the probs! i wun think abt it!
i know i keep saying this, but i really m excited for the party! wheehee! =D
nessa:: cheese cake
shanel:: mushroom soup (to-be-chef)
chewy:: fried fishballs (lousy mummy)
cyn.c:: pasta
cyn.w:: ____
daph:: ____
janis:: ____ ( hope is not otah)
im waiting for a notice for wad u three will be cooking! =D
oh! i've decided ytd tt im gonna get the
polar birks! wheehee ;)
thanks for helping me with the decision chewy! ;)
i love u!all of u!all of u peeps!i love u! :)my family is in chaos rite now.
well, sort of.
im at a lost of wad to do to salvage the situation.
salvage this family.
cant my family be like how others are?
i doubt it would.
if it ever changes to be like how i wished it were.
whao.. its so gonna be a miracle.
i would like be so thankful.
however, i guess things happen for a reason.
tho i strongly think we need some help.
or rather, she does.
wads wrong with her?
i really cant put in to words.
its all jumbled up in my mind my nuerons are having trouble holding it.
i guess rite now, i can only say this.
she doesnt apply wad she says abt others on herself.
she's contradicting herself!!!
sometimes, i wish you nv were.
why must you do this?
do you know how difficult ur making things?
im afraid.
so afraid things are gonna change.
why.
why me.
tot abt running away so many times.
but den again, would it make a diff if i did?
would it make the two of you THINK wad ur doin?
i really doubt so.
so all i can do rite now is to pray n hope nothing would change.
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